The Girl with the Broken Paddle

Archive for September 2008

The Shift

Posted by: Janey on: September 28, 2008

The nerves started the night before, just after the talk. I adjusted the pillows again and again, clinging to the firmest one, trying to slip into dreamless sleep. 
I often feel a pervasive feeling of general guilt, but this was different. This guilt was pointed and purposeful. The line had been drawn and I had been [...]


Noise

  • @asparkle2 as long as i'm not gonna be a mommy yet, it'll all be okay. 2 hours ago
  • maybe i'm so emo because i'm NOT pregnant. (please?) 2 hours ago
  • A few seroquel is all it would take, but I'd rather the sadness suffocate me. 2 hours ago
  • I feel dirty for having chicken for dinner. But I'm hungry! 6 hours ago
  • Best side dish of the day? Mashed carrots and turnips. Yum! Tried the yams. Ummm... still hate 'em, even now that my palate is all grown up. 6 hours ago
  • so sad. ran out of dip. 11 hours ago

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