The Girl with the Broken Paddle

Archive for January 2009

PBE 01/28/09

Posted by: Janey on: January 29, 2009

Pretty good day. Not only did I not overdo sweets, but I didn’t have any at all. Yes, I am so very proud, especially since I didn’t have anything unhealthy to eat at all. This whole miss work for 11 days in a row just may have been the come to Jesus moment. We’ll [...]

‘Nother MeMe

Posted by: Janey on: January 28, 2009

I loves ‘em, I tell ya.
1. What is your name?

2. What is your relationship status?

3. What is your favorite color?

4.Who is your celebrity crush?

5. What will you be doing tomorrow?

6. What is your favorite Disney princess?

7. What would you splurge on if you won the lottery?

8. What was the last thing you bought?

(From Woodrage. Got [...]

PBE 1/27/09

Posted by: Janey on: January 28, 2009

I had given up on keeping up with the Punishment Book entries, because I just wasn’t feeling up to it. My emotions were clouding my judgement and I just kind of let go. I tend to shut down when things get difficult. I’m working on it.
Anyway, aside from sweets for the first couple of missed [...]

Morning Breaks

Posted by: Janey on: January 26, 2009

Well, it appears I am a lying liar who tells lies, because writing this past week has proven to be mighty theraputic, and after writing about how I am a terrible person, who surely knows no divine love, and how terribly broken I am, I woke up feeling all put together again. 
Things that were bothering [...]

Broken

Posted by: Janey on: January 26, 2009

Yes, the bathbrush did indeed meet its end against my oft neglected bottom, as reported earlier. 
The offending brush, however, is not the only thing broken.
There is just something deeply wrong with me, and I just can’t shake it. I haven’t been to work in nine days and I am about to loose what is left [...]

Best way to spend a Friday night

Posted by: Janey on: January 24, 2009

I’m an amazingly good mood and I have been since yesterday afternoon. 
Why? 
Well, the answer is simple: spanking! (and caning!)
I’d never experienced a cane before, and I was a little apprehensive, but it was great. I loved every minute of it. 
The bathbrush made a brief appearence, but almost sadly, it broke! Yes, the Domestic One broke [...]

PBE 1/22/09

Posted by: Janey on: January 23, 2009

Well, if I had done my positional, I wouldn’t have anything to report. Banner day. Except, I didn’t complete the positional.
Bah.

Time Pt. 1

Posted by: Janey on: January 23, 2009

She tried to shake him from her mind, but she couldn’t. Every moment that she was awake, the thoughts of him stabbed at her until she could no longer concentrate on anything else. 
“Goddamnit,” she muttered as she grabbed Buster’s leash. The snow on the Boston sidewalks below made them treacherous, but minding where she walked [...]

PBE 01/21/09

Posted by: Janey on: January 22, 2009

I really just didn’t feel like making this post yesterday. Bah.

swearing
sweets
skipped meal
positional not done

Sigh

Posted by: Janey on: January 22, 2009

I’ve gotta tell ya, I’m resisting with all I have not to take my ball and go home. 
This whole blogging thing just may not be for me. Not blogging completely; I’ve had vanilla blogs for seven years, and though I often go silent on them, one day the voice in my head gets insistent and [...]


Noise

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