Story telling is such a difficult art. I’d imagined I’d come home from the trip and have so much  say that a post would just roll off my fingertips.

As I struggle to come up with any words at all, it is clear to me that this is not the case.

Not only is my brain a jumble of… well… everything, but I am experiencing what can only be described as drop. I haven’t been much of a believer in subspace, but after experiencing my first bedtime spanking, I’m open to the idea that certain spanking and uses of mental conditioning can lead a girl to be very… suggestible.

And it’s pretty wonderful, I might add.

I’m not ready for detail yet. but I did have a freaking awesome weekend, filled with lots of firsts:

• spanking by a girl
• spanking of a girl
• experience with lexan
• video
• consecutive spankings
• caning that hurt

And I’m sure there are some I am forgetting, but that I can even manage to get any of this out is a small victory.

What I really want to do is curl up in my nice warm, comfy bed and never get up again!

Ah, dreams!