Posted by: Janey on: August 5, 2009
Gaining and maintaining an accurate self-image is hard work, and not for the easily discouraged. There are so many forces in play, most working against an unbiased outcome, that we have to truly want it, or we won’t get it.
Pushing aside the highly intriguing idea that we are never the person now that we were [...]
Posted by: Janey on: April 27, 2009
I’m a pretty undisciplined girl. My life is pretty put together, but it could be so much better, if I just put in the effort.
So, here’s to trying.
After my rather painful strapping (I had no idea that strap could actually hurt!) and a fun little birthday paddling, the Thorough One and I spent a good [...]
Posted by: Janey on: April 25, 2009
So, I’m finally feeling better. Yay for effective meds!
Just in time for some spankings.
Not only am I a year older, but I’ve also been a very naughty girl.
The IRS might not spank me for being late with my taxes, but my spankers will!
That’s right, I said spankers. I personally find it very unfair-like to be [...]
Posted by: Janey on: January 26, 2009
Yes, the bathbrush did indeed meet its end against my oft neglected bottom, as reported earlier.
The offending brush, however, is not the only thing broken.
There is just something deeply wrong with me, and I just can’t shake it. I haven’t been to work in nine days and I am about to loose what is left [...]
Posted by: Janey on: January 7, 2009
I know this sounds like an empty promise, and in a way, it is.
I won’t be writing captivating posts or erotic flash fiction everyday, but at the end of the day, I will be posting an account of my misdeeds.
It started innocently enough. I’ve been having trouble keeping up with my Punishment Book (also known [...]
Posted by: Janey on: December 14, 2008
It’s rare that I am ever at a loss for words, not only because I am downright erudite (and amazingly modest), but also because I just never shut the hell up. Silences are mostly uncomfortable and usually call for some type of commentary, and I am always happy to provide.
I’ve had a few days to [...]
Posted by: Janey on: November 14, 2008
I felt a little dirty, and I must admit a little silly, as I picked up the key from the office. In my long jean skirt, hooded sweatshirt, and librarianesque glasses, surely I didn’t look the part of the girl who does this sort of thing.
When I called to reserve the room, the woman on [...]
Posted by: Janey on: October 6, 2008
“Wear jeans,” the text said.
Immediately, the sense of dread hightened. The sense of dread had begun the night before, also thanks to text messages. Anyone who says that tone is hard to catch in written word just doesn’t read enough.
I might be a relative neophyte to this whole assume the position business, but when a [...]
Posted by: Janey on: September 28, 2008
The nerves started the night before, just after the talk. I adjusted the pillows again and again, clinging to the firmest one, trying to slip into dreamless sleep.
I often feel a pervasive feeling of general guilt, but this was different. This guilt was pointed and purposeful. The line had been drawn and I had been [...]